this is how you will let me in.
you will show me all your scars, those that still hurt you the most.
i will dive to find what you buried deep and accept
that you decided to be incomplete, a million tears ago.
this story is not new.
how the ashes remained to where you were always kissed
how the songs you missed let the cold memorize your skin.
your battlemarks, your empty lips,
your cracks that may be permanent but my heart
despite the ocean of fears that did so drowned you
will become the anchor of your rescue.
your broken pieces are exposed in the sky
but ive seen how your eyes
stay still despite the sun’s absence.
your misplaced wounds are beautiful.
and worth fighting for
lets melt away together
get stubborn get stupid
and get blurred.
the moments we’ll spend together
wont go wasted on me,
the shine we’ll shine together
wont go half-illuminated on me.
there are distances
that needs to be shattered
to set souls on fire.
and the margins
between you and me
are waiting ashes.
where it starts and ends.
i had perfected
of losing you.
i joined the circus the day you left me.
the saddest of faces wears the brightest of colors
the biggest of smiles had the emptiest of hearts
the acrobats flip in the air because they long for attention.
the magician always creates the best of deceptions.
there’s not much entertainment in a circus show.
since you’re the only form of happiness i know.