in this universe,

and all its parallels,

in this lifetime

or next,

my longing for you


as is.


this is how you will let me in

this is how you will let me in.

you will show me all your scars, those that still hurt you the most.

i will dive to find what you buried deep and accept

that you decided to be incomplete, a million tears ago.

this story is not new.

how the ashes remained to where you were always kissed

how the songs you missed let the cold memorize your skin.

your battlemarks, your empty lips,

your cracks that may be permanent but my heart

despite the ocean of fears that did so drowned you

will become the anchor of your rescue.

your broken pieces are exposed in the sky

but ive seen how your eyes

stay still despite the sun’s absence.

your misplaced wounds are beautiful.

and worth fighting for

grow old with me

lets melt away together

get stubborn get stupid

and get blurred.

the moments we’ll spend together

wont go wasted on me,

the shine we’ll shine together

wont go half-illuminated on me.

monsters in flight

in the basement.

i saw a crack in heaven’s surface.

i tried to sneak away

with a heavy heart and weary hands.

im happy youre here

to celebrate

with the phantoms in my mind,

mists through mists

wings over wings

the monsters take off for a flight.