this is how you will let me in

this is how you will let me in.

you will show me all your scars, those that still hurt you the most.

i will dive to find what you buried deep and accept

that you decided to be incomplete, a million tears ago.

this story is not new.

how the ashes remained to where you were always kissed

how the songs you missed let the cold memorize your skin.

your battlemarks, your empty lips,

your cracks that may be permanent but my heart

despite the ocean of fears that did so drowned you

will become the anchor of your rescue.

your broken pieces are exposed in the sky

but ive seen how your eyes

stay still despite the sun’s absence.

your misplaced wounds are beautiful.

and worth fighting for


no signals yet

the endless pursuit for hope takes its toll on me

the dilemma is, some parts in me awakened

and some

fell deeper into the void


the connections between our constellations are incomplete


i have yet to embrace my resolve

where every you isnt a bad dream

and every bad dream doesnt confine me in torment


the raining of what-ifs

pouring from the clouds


the hidden flaws of the moon

revealed by the eclipse


the silent ocean where no waves

are ever coming back.


the perfect fallaway

until our hearts

beat in symmetry.

until the forces between the moon and the earth align and conspire,

in seeking each other’s eyelids.

until all the celestial things, above

move to synergize you and me

it would be an honor to ready my unconditional arms.

i will wait for you

to descend on me.

to catch

your perfect fallaway.